Overwhelmed

It's not uncommon for me to feel overwhelmed. Quite frankly, being overwhelmed has almost become my permanent mental state. But today, I felt overwhelmed in a way I have never felt before: spiritually overwhelmed.

This week I signed a lease on my new apartment, moved in, met my roommates for the first time, started a new job, and attended my new ward. I was most skeptical about the last part. Singles wards are awkward no matter who you are or where you go. Honestly, most of them should be called "There's a Reason Why I'm Single" Wards. But this ward is something different.

After some incredible talks and testimonies, I didn't think my first Sunday could go any better. That is, until Relief Society started.

If you haven't watched this video, I suggest you do so immediately.

Instant chills.

I was immediately and entirely overwhelmed by the love of my Heavenly Father and my brother Jesus Christ. Tears were rolling down my cheeks as I fully realized the capacity at which they care for me.

I marvel that He would descend from His throne divine

To rescue a soul so rebellious and proud as mine,

That He would extend His great love unto such as I,

Sufficient to own, to redeem, and to justify.

Oh, it is wonderful that He would care for me enough to die for me.

Oh, it is wonderful, wonderful to me!

I truly know that my Redeemer lives. He suffered for not only the sins of the world, but also the pains, sufferings, and afflictions of any man or woman who has ever lived or will ever live. He brought His magnificent gospel to the Earth, a gospel so great and perfect, men were willing to sacrifice their lives for it. 

I know that my Redeemer lives! 

What comfort this sweet sentence gives.